Sometimes even birds can`t fly

S.M

Strangled by the pain of heart
And thoughts that run around with fear
Feeling every shaded dart
Imagining it`s always near.

"I hunt forwhich I feed" -Said she
Scratching in my soul emotion
But not a minute did I worry
Got trusted in a bird`s devotion.

I glimpsed a second and got worried
While my humanity just vanished
And killed it with a word or two
Later thanked God, it didn`t perish.

Messieur ,madame - my dart has failed
And out of nowhere ,silly thing,
Deep feelings in my soul unvailed
No longer feeling like a king.

I`m sorry Joan, I couldn`t do it,
I couldn`t kill my heart again!
I rushed in tears in front of soft-skin
While evil in Medieval nested.

Lost all the best I ever gained
"Husband without manhood", named,
And on my grave forever rested
The tears of future never quested.